Besties

Hola

Best friends? Everyone's gotta have one. Whether it'd be the old ones or the new ones. We need old friends to help us grow old and new friends to help us stay young. Well, throughout my lifetime I've had many sets of friends but I've got two of the most dearest sets of friends. During primary school, I've had Hannah, Sarah and Afiqah. They were the best and most awesome friends any being in this planet could think of. They were there with me throughout my ups and downs Throughout my battles and struggles. With them, I still would be smiling through tears. The tears would be forgotten and the sunshine and happiness would be coming my way when I'm with them. Nothing could stop us. Even meteor showers couldn't. Well, that's how I felt having them by my side. They were the peanut butter to my jam, the pens to my paper, the shoelaces to my shoes and the missing pieces to my puzzle. They were my everything next to my family. With the, I didn't had a care in the world. Absolutely nothing. Everything meant all fun and happiness. But as the years past, it was the last year at primary school, then the last day, then the day of the results, and finally it was the day where we got to know which schools we'd continue our studies to. I've been accepted at the three schools I've applied to but I chose the boarding school so it meant that I've got to say goodbye to Hannah, Afiqah and Sarah. It was sad and hard breaking. Since my new high school was a boarding school at another state with none of the people I've known. I felt very alone and empty. I felt like I had nothing to hold on to. No one. No friends, no family, no joy, no happiness. Everything was so new and unlike anything I knew. Yeah, it was a new start.

So, high school. It wasn't what I expected. It wasn't exactly what I saw on tv. It's way more complicated. Way more challenging. WAY more annoying. But throughout the things I hated about it, it actually is very nice, I mean, I go to a girls' boarding school which meant I'd do crazier things than the ones I'd do at a normal school. I mean, I can actually be myself, no more acting, no more lying, no more trying to be someone else. The challenges make me stronger. The complications make me wiser. The annoyance make me way more annoying than I used to be. Hah, just kidding. The annoyance made me able to stand up to things and made me less scared and timid as I used to be. High school changed me. a lot. And the people I met there, they were different, much more interesting. Surely not the ones I used to see everyday at my old school. There were different kinds of people from all over the country, nice ones, funny ones, pretty ones, talented ones, mean ones, kind ones and even ones that I don't exactly know how to describe. And the friends I made there are also different. WAY different than who I am that is. And they are Huda, Nadh, Ady, Asher, A'ad, Sarah, Narisha, Anis, Hani, Wardy and way more than I had at my old school. Maybe it's because I see their faces everyday that I became friends with them. I feel like I'm friends with my whole class, it's just amazing how we came together and be best friends. You may think it's impossible to have more than two or three best friends but I have loads. But Huda, Nadh, A'ad and I do mostly the craziest and stupidest things when we're together but who cares? I don't think it's possible for someone to stop a friendship that's that meaningful and crazy. It's the best of friendships when you do those crazy things together. We're psychos together. We are who we are.

That's us. Exactly who we are.

Even tho I've got new friends and all, I still remember my old friends the way they are. Perfect. I miss you guys so much. Wish I could meet up with you guys again and I solemnly swear our friendship would never fade. To my new friends, thanks for being friends with me and not giving up. Every single one of you, you mean the world to me and it would hurt so much to lose even a single one of you. I hope you guys read this and know how much I love you guys. 

xx Hasya.     

Whoa! I just realized how dramatic this entry is. A huge round of applause to me.